Results of a Rough Day

So it's been a rough day!! Emotionally and spiritually trying. And when I boil it all down all I want is success in my endeavors and a man who understands. Earlier I found myself quite upset and frustrated and I know this will pass I also realize that all I want is a man to understand that "yah I am having a bad day but it will be ok." I want a man who will care about my dreams and I will about his too. I want a man to believe in me and support me. But if a man is not in my future in this mortal life I would like a best friend who I can go to when I am up and when I am down. So when I have a bad day they will listen and know yep Brittany's having a hard time and like always she will come out of it and they will be there just be there. When I am up I would like them to be excited for me. And of course I would do this for them. People have been known to call me when they are in a tough spot, but not in their up times. I don't mind helping, I am glad they trust me but I would like that for me in my life someone who will be there for me in my ups and downs and I will gladly do the same for them.  Because this seems like this will never happen because it hasn't happened so far in my life I have hard time it will happen, but I know God can do all things that are expedient and having a healthy companionship is a good thing so I can't see why He wouldn't bless me with it. So I can hope and believe for the future.

Odors and Fur

I've just got to get this off my chest, I hate the smell of cats when their litter box has not been maintained and then their fur gets everywhere. but i think the smell is the worst. it feels like and smells like the cat box smell has permeated everything in the common areas of the appartment. Ew! I hate it, i truly dislike it. my room is the only room that doesn't reak and even then i fear it is starting to filter in, aahh!!! But my friend lent me her air purifier so that will hopefully help. My sister doesn't seem to notice the stench :( AAAAHHHH!!! I feel like in some respects i am living in a smell torture house. but then i am reminded that i do have a roof over my head and a place to lay my head at night and shower daily and so forth, so it's not so bad. I just hate the smell and i want that to change, i so Badly want a fresh smelling house. I feel like if the cat box doesn't smell anymore then there is hope to get the smells out of everything else. i just need to be patient and perseverant. I will win this battle!!! the smell will be stamped out! as for the hair, I can vacuum often and not let the cats in my room. :)

Life never stops teaching you. It seems nearly everyday if not everyday that there is something new to be learned. Sometimes those lessons hurt other times they are more pleasant but all of them help us back to a loving Heavenly Father.

Speeding and God's Love

Whew, what a morning! I was so very blessed, despite my frailties and short comings/weaknesses. I nearly didn’t get up to go to the Church welfare assignment to work at the welfare farm, but I did because I had wanted to do this for sometime and I had committed to it by singing up for it.

So regardless of less than 5 hrs of sleep I got up and went. But before I left I became frustrated and frazzled because I couldn’t find my other work glove and I had spent so much time looking that I couldn’t long board down to the church like I had wanted, so that frustrated me because I couldn’t do what I had wanted to do and enjoy a ride to church and save gas. But then I figured that maybe there was a good reason that I wasn’t supposed to long board so that wasn’t so bad. But then when I left for the church I was running so late I drove way to fast like 50+ down McLellan, which is posted at 30 miles per hour. Which is a felony speed (DUMB). Then I stayed fairly close to the posted speed limit on Stapely and University. Then after I pulled into the church parking lot I saw flashing lights behind me and it was a policeman, pulling me over :(. He asked for my license and registration and proof of insurance so I gave it to him. He looked at it gave it all back except my license which he took with him back to his car.

I found myself near tears and quite upset, I knew I had screwed up and that I was in the wrong. I asked the Lord to have the policeman not write me a ticket (at 1^st I said if you love me, but then I corrected and said I know you love me anyways, I just don’t know how I am going to handle and deal with the consequences of a ticket, and as I think about it, now, he could have cuffed me for that speed on McLellan). So I was preparing myself for the worst and hoping for the best when policeman returned and asked me if I knew how fast I was going and I said probably about 50 and then he asked me why and I told him because I was late for the service project and I pointed to the group of cars and people in the lot to the left of us. He asked what the project was and I said to go work on a farm I also some where in this told him it was not a good excuse to speed like that. The policeman then for some kind reason handed me back my license and said well slow down and let me go. I agreed and thanked him. I then turned my car on and drove over to the group of cars and parked and joined everyone for the service project. I was mortified but grateful I didn’t get a ticket. I felt like the Lord loved me. You know the Lord does know what is going on and has such great tolerance for my weaknesses and mistakes and such.

I’ve thought as to why this all happened. The reply is because HE LOVES ME and wants me to know that, despite any and all shortcomings and frailties and so forth HE LOVES ME! There other things I can learn like slow don’t sweat the small stuff, so what I couldn’t find the other work glove, it wasn’t imperative and I don’t need to get my way the Lord has better plans even if at first they don’t look better. Like being pulled over didn’t look better compared to the option of long boarding but the Lord showing how much he loves me is much better than my plans. You know I don’t know what the policeman saw in me except I am so grateful that he let the LORD use him to bless me and show that the LORD is aware and very caring, to show me that God LOVES ME, regardless of my mistakes and such. He loves me!

Late night upsets...

So I'm getting into bed and I hear my neighbors across the street just going at it, yelling and swearing back and forth. It got me thinking that if they had the gospel of Jesus Christ in their lives and they were living it I don't think their argument would have taken place. Not that all people who have and live gospel of Jesus Christ don't have disagreements and even arguments but this was no regular upset, I nearly called the police to break it up. Bt whatever ones beliefs are I say why can't we just get along and leave out the drama that isn't needed and I do truly believe that if a person has the gospel of Jesus of Christ in their life and they are living it that things like this argument I over heard taking place wouldn't happen. I wish more people had and excepted the Lord Jesus Christ's Gospel.

It's funny how a nice time with friend(s) can be so good for the heart and soul. I feel lifted, it's great! It wasn't anything real special, just dinner and talking, I love the simple things in life they are such a great blessing. Life's lessons are so interesting to me.

An Apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ Directing the Lord's Work

Expanding Circles

Expanding Circles! I've decided to expand my circles and I'm beginning with attending institute.

Question...

I just feel like distancing myself from others, from most people too. Why is that?

Christmas Food Court Flash Mob, Hallelujah Chorus - Must See!

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